I'm in a "Dare you to move" kinda mood.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I'm in a "Dare you to move" kinda mood.
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here.
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8:34 PM
I'm in a "Murray Murray" kinda mood.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I'm in a "Murray Murray" kinda mood.
It's just clear to see, that when you're always not there, it just comes to a point where I just won't want to talk about anything anymore.
Don't expect me to open up, cause I can't, to someone who is never there. You claim to be existant in my life. But think about it... Are you truely being who you really want to be?
You know how two-timing jerks just simply turn us off? But... I've got an exception... HAHA.
Chad Michael Murray.
yepp, he's one hell of a jerk
for dumping Sophia Bush.
BUT.
He's still one hell of a hottie.
Irresistable!
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2:27 PM
I'm in a "happy together" kinda mood.
Interesting conversation between my dysfunctional parents:
overview: bro had to take medicine, being the very gay him, he went all ballistic over it being bitter and what not...
mum: oh my, just look at him. Wonder who he takes after. Must be you (referring to my dad.)
dad: No, i doubt so. It's you he takes after.
mum: Can't be! I was BOLD.
dad: Are you sure? If you're BOLD, I'm ITALIC.
Work with me. (Looked at me)
me: HAHA(hysterically.) Yepp dad, i'm NORMAL.
Preferably, Verdana.
-.-''
*PS: if you still don't understand the joke... HAHA. Ask me.
I'm in a "How to say, How i feel," kinda mood.
Monday, September 18, 2006
I'm in a "How to say, How i feel," kinda mood.
To be freed from ambiguity, does it really absolve oneself?
Or does it just paramount to inordinate guilt?
maybe,
Somethings, are just better left unsaid.
"And we'll be tempted to turn around,
to catch each other's gaze,
with a tad want of reconciliation,
but sadly,
all that's left,
is but a shadow of each other's back."
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7:58 PM
I'm in a "I've fallen head over heels for you" kinda mood.
Friday, September 15, 2006
I'm in a "I've fallen head over heels for you" kinda mood.
yepp, you heard me. I'm in love. For a pretty long while actually. He's just someone you can't find just anywhere. He's vertically challenged, squarish, yellow, porous and absorbent. But most the most sexist of all, is that he can sing. Plus, he has a surname that is exclusive.
Presenting, the one and only...
Spongebob Squarepants. =)
HAHA.
PS: Fatin, I'm waiting for you to just learn this song and sing it with me! =D
It's the C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G SONG!
But i'll help if you'd just sing along`
Now you know why i love him? =)
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12:36 AM
I'm in a "Please let go" kinda mood.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
I'm in a "Please let go" kinda mood.
Some people are fated to fall short of the template within which expectations are shaped- The ethical yardstick by which behaviour is measured.
Nobody is perfect.
Please, don't expect me to be so.
Dear you,
whoever you are, I try my best to always be there for you. But, there comes a time where even superman needs a breather.
If you love me,
please, just let me go.
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7:37 PM
I'm in a "It'll be okay in the end" kinda mood.
I'm suffering from insomia. Seriously. HAHA. Been tossing and turning for the past hour. Heck, i just won't sleep at all then. I shall oppose the body who opposes me.
Well, I just came across your* blog, and I realised my guesses have been proved right. I was just afraid to ask you, for fear of that awkardness that will come thereafter. But, I'm dedicating this post to you, with one main intention. To tell you that sensitivity exist in each and everyone, it's just the magnitude of it. When your words fall on deaf ears, it does not mean that your words are worthless. It does not mean that you are being ignored either.
Ignore:
>To refrain from noticing or recognizing
Ignorant:
>lacking in knowledge or training; unlearned
>lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact
With courtesy of dictionary.com
Being Ignored and being ignorant are two vastly different things. One may be intentional, while the other, unintentionally hurting. But i want you to know that I doubt any maliciousness from others is involved. It's just that in reality, there are just some people who are ignorant to other's feelings. They tend to be less sensitive to their surroundings and people. No matter what, you're a great person. You know that, I know that. Of all those whom your words fall on deaf ears, it's okay. It'll be okay in the end. You're still the great friend I know and I enjoy your company. Don't be swayed by your emotions. Look around you and you'll find friends who cherish you for who you are.
It doesn't matter if you know half the population, what matters is, at the end of the day, there is someone whom you can turn to when you're in need. You don't need a wide social circle to do that, all you need is that small circle of friends who will stick with you through thick and thin. That's what matters in life, that's what happiness is about.
All in all, I love you for who you are and don't worry aites. It'll be okay. :)
I love you, my friend.
I'm in a "I'm hopelessly devoted to you" kinda mood.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
I'm in a "I'm hopelessly devoted to you" kinda mood.
I am seriously contemplating on the fact that maybe i should admit myself to IMH, willingly, of my own accord. HAHA. Seriously. I think I'm suffering from an insatiable need to worry, endlessly.
STRESS:
Physiology. A specific response by the body to a stimulus, as fear or pain, that disturbs or interferes with the normal physiological equilibrium of an organism.
With courtesy of dictionary.com
Yes indeed, you heard me. Stress compounded at that very essence of my mind. It's driving me crazy. I don't think I can hold on much longer. You try so hard to concentrate, but the mind wanders, to thoughts far beyond your imagination. My whole week is wasted. Total waste of time. My greatest fear is imminent. You just won't understand why i feel this way. Never, ever.
On a lighter note, the theme is as such because I fell in love with this song. Great vocals, splendid performance.
Presenting the one and only - Girl's Aloud
"Hopelessly devoted to you."
Enjoy. :)
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2:20 AM
I'm in a "I'm obsessed with Shayne Ward" kinda mood.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
I'm in a "I'm obsessed with Shayne Ward" kinda mood
I just could not resist posting another entry cause Shayne Ward came into my mind.
Forget Singapore Idol. For those of you who haven't caught the "X-factor", here's presenting Shayne. Power-house vocals, even ken would say "BEST performance all season!" trust me. *winks* Plus, he's HOT.
PS: do click on the arrows to get the view.. the size doesn't exactly fit.
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4:52 AM
I'm in a "I think i miss you" kinda mood.
So, it all boils down to this. I seriously thought i gave up on blogging a year back... This was like total randomosity. Decided to do this again cause of that my brother actually. Haha. Felt that it'll actually be meaningful to start my very first post revolving around that pesky brat.
By the way. He's away for a 3-day camp. Thus, my ramdom thought of him? Hmmm.
Maybe.
This is my most sincere confession:
:)
I just hate the way you sit outside and create a ruckus when i kick you out..
I just hate the way you fight with me over who's better at games..
I just hate the way you steal my fav pillow and stash it away..
I just hate the way you say I can never step into YOUR room..
I just hate the way you only eat fish and nothing else.
I just hate the way you weigh so much lighter..
I just hate the way you say you love me..
I just hate the way you hug me and say you love me..
Most of all..
I hate the way..
I just don't hate you at all..
With every Hate, comes an underlying meaning..
That I LOVE you and you're irreplaceable.:)
presenting...
The very spastically silly-k
Kiddo :)