I'm in a "I get weak" kinda mood.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
I'm in a "I get weak" kinda mood.
Sincerest big Thank-you to all for took time off to join in the class chalet. It wouldn't have been possible without everyone's participation. Despite the bumpy ride that we had to ride through, it was all worth it. Special thanks to the rest of the Organisation Commitee who helped out in their own way. I love you guys =D
We started out as strangers, we may be different in our own way but deep down, we are all the same old same, one big family. It's nearly a year and we're still holding on. Stay strong A'04. I love every single one of you. (:
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4:20 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
I'm in a "jaded" kinda mood.A Sonnet:I don't know how to write.
A haiku, five - seven - five,
Seems too tight.
Three little words I'm not able to say,
But dear you, this is what i can tell you today:
Though I can't say those words to you tonight...
Please stick with me cause I feel someday I might.
aww. Isn't it sweet. I cried when i watched Ryan trying to read that out. Damn these TV-serials making me cry all the time. It's a sweet poem to write or say to anyone. Sigh. Life just is... Life.
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12:10 AM
I'm in a "good days don't come easy" kinda mood.
Friday, January 19, 2007
I'm in a "Good days don't come easy" kinda mood.I'm in such an irascible mood these days. My days are moving by so slowly and nothing's been going well. I walk and i fall down. We plan stuff and we're faced with a bumpy ride full of obstacles. Sigh. I'm so tired. Drained. I miss those days where you need a hug and you get one. Where did humanity go. Yes, friendly people do exist. But it's nothing but smiles and "hi's". Where did the love go people? Show some affection. It's basic human nature to spread affection to the ones around them. Not to bottle it up inside. We should cherish our friends when we have them. So, give a little hug. Let them know that you love them.
My eyes can barely open.
I'm really exhausted.
I need a shoulder to sleep on.
Please hold me tight.
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4:43 PM
I'm in a "I'm a man-eater" kinda mood.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I'm in a "I'm a man-eater" kinda mood.Yes, Sahu, you're the bone-eater, cause you love skinny and scrawny guys. Sigh. Remember your deadline, or Poh Xuan (JO) will start spreading the ball of passion. tsk. HAHA.
Anyways, I'm so physically and mentally drained. Migrains are back to haunt me. I so need a break. I want to be left out of all the quarrels, the disagreements. I just don't want to see people not happy with one another. It's called compromise. I never want to see others unhappy. That's why i'll give in as much as i can. I don't know how to say "no". Maybe it's foolish, maybe it's insane. But thats how i feel its best for everyone. Yes, i feel bad all the time. It called indulgence in self-blame.
I talk to myself.
It's this act of insanity that keeps me sane.
PS:(to whom it may concern, i shall not name names) Maybe you should start taking responsibility for your obligations. You may have a glib tongue, but you've just got to walk the talk honey. Or else, we're over and done. The title you own means nothing.
Get it?
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7:52 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
I'm in a Me, Myself and I mood.
Me: Not in the very best of moods are we?
Myself: I guess not, but i have a sanguine feeling about this.
I: Deception, the most cogent liar of them all.
Maybe I am deceiving myself, but a little deception never hurt anyone right? I'm telling myself it's all wrong. Yet, honestly, i know that it's just an excuse for me not to face reality, not to face what's really going on. I'm just not ready to confront these problems. Distance,or even perpetual isolation may be what I feel is best. No need for false pretences(On your part). I don't want to be facing a forced smile of yours with daggers snuck tighty behind it. I can stand up when i fall, but if you stick a dagger in my back, i can't. Cause you stabbed right into my heart. There's no salvation, no excuse for your actions. I lay there, cold, dead. That motionless body no longer represents me - It's our friendship.
Yet, impeccable decorum must always be met.
So, I only have this to say to you.
Goodbye,
to everything of you i ever knew.
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11:15 PM
I'm in a vindicated kinda mood.Dear you,
Do you know why when a couple get married,
the ring has to be worn on this very fourth unknown finger on the left?
Well, it's because, this simple finger, has a vein.
Not just any vein.
A vein that connects directly to our heart.
Marriage is to honor the epitome of love,
The ring represents the holy sanctity of matrimony.
The ring is just a connection for marriage and love,
that originates from within the heart.
Love.
Your's sincerly.