I'm in a "Fed-up, don't want to talk about it" kinda mood.
Monday, October 30, 2006
I'm in a "Fed-up, don't want to talk about it" kinda mood.
Dear you,
You know, there's this saying, since a long time ago, that only true friends would say the truth and that only true friends would tell you your flaws so that you can change? How i wished reality was so. Who wouldn't want to say the truth? I would love to, but sadly, reality check! Apparently everyone has feelings. There's so much I want to say to you, so much i need you to know how un-nerving you can be. You're pushing me to the brink of my limits. There's only so much a person can take, and i'm trying really, really hard to accept you for who you are. I want to tell you what went wrong, but i know in the end, all I'll get, is just excuses and more excuses for your actions. I tell myself, that it's wrong to feel this way of your good friend and i should be always there for you despite what kind of a tyrant you have been. Honestly, it's been a bumpy ride and I'm finding it a chore to self-delude myself that it's only a passing phase of yours. Deception to preserve your feelings-or lack thereof is wearing me out. When i see you, your actions, I see nothing but irritance. But, i tell myself, no, she's still your friend afterall.
There's only so much I can say,
Here's what's left of my patience:
I'm sorry.
I'm over it.
Goodbye.
Signed,
Yours Truely.
Fullstop at
10:51 PM
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