I'm in a "Claustrophobic" kinda mood.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
I'm in a "Claustrophobic" kinda mood.
It's been some time since I've blogged. It's late this time and I'm just feeling out of sorts these days. Just feel i'm struggling so hard even though the waters' just knee height. It feels as if I can't survive. It's just so hard to articulate this feeling. Nobody will feel or see things the same. No individual does.
Do you understand this feeling?
It's as if I'm trying to get to the other end of the road.
People are surging towards you. Yet.
You are going in the opposite direction.
You try so hard to turn back, follow the flow instead.
NO. You just can't.
People are pushing you back. Back to the same place.
You try so hard to get to the other end.
Can't breathe easy.
STOP. Please just STOP.
I can't stand this claustrophobic feeling.
I just want to get to the other end.
WHY can't I?
Built it up to watch it fall
like it meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave, the best of me
But, it was never,
never,
Enough.
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